Life’s uncertianty

Posted by RoxyIce on Dec 26th, 2008 in All | 0 comments What can i say except life stinks and sucks and we go on everyday…i luv my husband and my son/ but even my family and i still feel sad everyday. i dont know why but my sisters death seams to effect me more than any other family member. I guess b/c she was my best friend and i looked out for her always or so i thought/ I luv both of my sisters like there was no tomorrow and that is such a hard thing to let go. I have done this more than once in my lifetime being the oldest of 4 girls with a single mom, but all from the same father. Our mother wasn’t a whore but never felt the love and...

Saying Goodbye

Posted by RoxyIce on Dec 11th, 2008 in All | 0 comments Well I said goodbye to a good friend this week. She was 34 years old and depression took its toll and she ended her life. So sad and she left behind a little one. I get so depressed myself but I would not end my life. Too many get hurt and don’t understand. I got my first Mercedes Benz and I’m excited about that. It’s and old one and I’m fixing her up but its great. Life is good right now and nothing else to report about…Till next time…

Weakness

Posted by RoxyIce on Nov 26th, 2008 in All | 0 comments Well I talked big on my last entry but my husband begged to come back and stay. He says we are married no matter what the attourney might say. But he has made a big change and has been sticking to it. I told him that it was that or be gone. I have managed to pay my bills by myself and have money to spend the way I want. I’m starting to be happy and find myself again. Miss my sis alot but getting closer to the other sis at this point. Today is a good day and we will see how it goes. later!!!!

Guess What?

Posted by RoxyIce on Oct 24th, 2008 in All | 0 comments Well after the stuff with my sister and being back on meds. I put the gym on hold for now but I will be going back soon. I finally got sick of my selfish, alcoholic husband and gave him the boot. Especially after I found out that he was still married to another woman when he married me 22 yrs ago. Lies and lies and cheating and being drunk and broke. Enough!! I am taking charge of my life and will figure out a way to make it all work. Miss my family alot and would move back home if the job market was better. But I have a fabulous job here so I will stay for now. Looking foward to each day now and...

Bad News

Posted by RoxyIce on Sep 25th, 2008 in All | 0 comments Well I just got back from Indiana, where I had to bury my sister. She was very sick and couldn’t stay any longer. Really depressed but thank god for meds. Quit going to gym, just to tired and don’t really care about it. Going to die one day no matter what size I am. Loving my new job and the company is full of great people to work with. Spent alot of time with my family in the last week and makes you very grateful for them and the time you have. Well thats it for now!!!

Life changes

Posted by RoxyIce on Aug 22nd, 2008 in All | 0 comments Well its been awhile and not alot of changes. Still going to the gym and the only progress is that I’m still going. haha!! Got more bad news last night to add to all the heartache of not having a job. My sister is very sick and I’m mean really sick not just your average not feeling well. But she is strong and has overcome alot of obstacles and I know she will be fine. I just got a call and I finally got hired for a new job and doing on a little of what I have been trained to do, and so the stress level will not be to bad. But other good things have been going on too. Earlier this month I...