RoxyIce

2013 Life Moving On…

RoxyIce — Thu, 17 Jan 2013 15:45:14 +0000

Well I do try and keep up with this but sometimes I just dont get to it..Life is still moving forward and Im hanging in there. I went back to work part-time at McDonald’s while I continue to search for a better job. I actually got to attend classes at the college for a week this time before they messed everything up. I now have signed up for online classes through a University and we will see if that happens. Just working and moving forward in my future and will be moving to my own place soon. I havent lost anymore weight but I have been following my Doctor’s advice and things are moving along nicely, she has me back on meds now for a few months and Im gonna have to take them and not go off them again. I did pretty good for almost 2 years without them but I have a disease that cant be cured and is not advised to try and live without medication and therapy. So I just pray everyday and take the meds and try to eat and live the way they recommend me too..I still believe that I am Blessed and I continue to live that way. Im not missing the party life and the alcohol at all. Nor am I missing the crazy dating life either, Im enjoying getting to know who I am without a man or husband. Im finding out who I am and what I want in my life. The only man in my life right now is my son and Ive been working toward him learning not to need me as much..Well that’s it for now and moving on in this new year!!!

It’s been awhile 2012

RoxyIce — Sat, 01 Dec 2012 23:22:23 +0000

I’ve been getting lazy again and not keeping up with this. So much changes in life that it’s hard sometimes to keep up and write about it. I have had a couple of jobs and I’m looking again, but I do have in interview in January at a really good company and I hope it works out. I finally get to start my classes in January for school now that they got the grants applied. I know I’m going to be exhausted working and going to school full time but it will be worth it for me to have a future in my old age..Still not divorced after being separated for almost 16 months but its because neither one of us can afford it. But we still have our separate lives and can be friends so it is all good. My son is growing up to be such a wonderful responsible young man and is doing so well at his new job he got a few months back. Looking forward to the Holiday’s and to the New Year. Still have a lot more weight to loose but overall I did loose a bunch in the last 16 months so I can’t complain.. Well that is it for now…

July 2012 update

RoxyIce — Wed, 11 Jul 2012 20:53:10 +0000

I stay busy and dont update like I should, but Im still working as much as possible while looking for better jobs. Was enrolled for school but had to cancel because of so many problems with them.. Still single but Im enjoying it and not seeing any of the men I was seeing. They still call me but just not interested, not sure why but dont really care either. Been separated for 11 months now and its went by so fast I cant believe it. Cody and his girl are doing well and working everyday they can too..Not much else to say or to tell until next time.

Progress 2012

RoxyIce — Fri, 08 Jun 2012 15:36:31 +0000

What can I say, well so much has been going on.. I left working for one company part time this week to start at another next week full time and benefits after 90 days…God surely blessed me for this to take place and Im so very thrilled to say the least. My personal life has taken different roads each and every day. Some of them not sure about and I am making changes to that and what I want from a man. I have lost 75 pounds now and Im so happy inside and out. Looking forward to the future for sure. I re-enrolled in college and will start in the fall to finish what I never finished out of high school. Did the marriage and family thing for so long and now its my turn to do whats best for me. Still working on me so Im still working on finding a good relationship with a man, I didn’t want one in the beginning of this separation but my divorce is pending and its been 10 months and Im ready to move on. I think that my heart has healed enough and Im ready to make a new path and a new friend that maybe can lead to something even better..But not marriage dont know if I would ever be ready for that again.. Well still next time!!!!!!!

2012 What’s Up!!

RoxyIce — Sun, 20 May 2012 16:48:17 +0000

Well its been awhile cuz Ive been so busy with work and trying to advance up in position and pay…Checking again on going back to school so I can finish what I started so long ago..wanna make more money for my old age…Been seeing several men and its been going good, they are still all liars and manipulators but I enjoy each of them in a different way..Im sure not gonna live my life in regret for sure. That’s why I dont have a bucket list but a no regret list and a OMG list!!!!! That’s it for this time cuz I have alot to do today and a date later this afternoon!!!!

2012-5 LIFE IS FABULOUS!!!!

RoxyIce — Wed, 11 Apr 2012 21:17:22 +0000

Well what can I say other than Im back to myself after being in hospital. Last of meds today and check up tomorrow then back to work. Cant wait looking forward to it and moving toward having a status of full time would be great for money and benefits, but I will right now just be happy having the job…My life is still going great Ive lost 61 pounds now and this is the smallest Ive been in 7-8 years, thank you Lord for your help and guidance and thank you to my friends and family that has supported me along this journey. Still crazy and enjoying the younger man for now. Im so not ready for commitment or a relationship so being close to him as friends and just enjoying each other without being controlling is so freakn fabulous. One day I might change but right now I just love being free and doing what I want when I want and how I want..My life is all about ME for once selfish or not!!!!!

2012 Changes

RoxyIce — Tue, 03 Apr 2012 22:59:44 +0000

Well things are going well have new job and worked it two weeks before getting sick and being in the hospital. Im suffering from a severe case of anemia and had to have 2 blood transfusions. Then my kidneys wasn’t working properly so meds to fix that and have to drink more water at work. Gallbladder has a 1cm stone in it but they decided no surgery right now because there is not fluid or inflammation around it, but no more fat, greasy fried foods…I have at least done well loosing weight Im at a 61 pound loss now and the doctor said that was good and keep it up…My life is still fabulous and going so well and Im so very happy, Im enjoying having the new man in my life now for a month and thinks are progressing. We have known each other for many months but just saw each other once in awhile and now its exclusive. My Ex is happy with his new life too and I think its great that we can both move on and be happy again. Cody has been interviewing for a new job and has made it through two interviews and will know something in the next few days but its looking good. Hope it all goes well and I pray that it does, I cant go back to work till late next week when doctor releases me after the rest and meds… Well thats it until next time…

2012-5

RoxyIce — Mon, 19 Mar 2012 17:30:30 +0000

Well I finally got a job and have orientation this week, I cant wait…Been so busy with life lately. Ive got me a new man and he is 8 years younger and Im loving it. He makes me feel so awesome and great about myself and gives me the boost to my confidence that I need. Im still a work in progress but I sure know who I am and what I want in my life for the first time in a long time. I so let myself disappear and dwindle down to a nobody or nothing and I did it to myself for sure. I will never again let myself get so low and depressed. I have been off meds now for 1 1/2 years and Im doing great. I pray each and everyday for God’s guidance and love which is and always there even when I didn’t use it or listen to it. My life is coming full circle in so many ways. I still miss my family that is gone now and especially my sister Cynthia but she is with me each and everyday, and I have the blessing of being a part of her children’s lives and I love that. My son is still and always be my biggest accomplishment in life and he always makes me a part of his…I was truly blessed with the most amazing kid and I tell everyone that he is…God did grant me the chance to be married even though not always a good one but made me who I am and I have no regrets. I love and will always love my ex-husband and always wish him happiness, he was and is my always and forever but now just a friend that I grew with not a partner. May his life become as wonderful and beautiful as mine is…that’s it catch up again and LOVING MY LIFE!!!!!

2012-4

RoxyIce — Mon, 05 Mar 2012 22:44:34 +0000

Not to much going on but the usual of looking for work and getting things organized for CPC Studios/Photography. Son is still working but one job is coming to an end soon. Having a good time dating and getting to know myself and how I want to live my life. Divorce papers should be ready soon for me to sign and then it will be over this month some time. 26 years over and done with just a signature, wow!!! Life is going so great if I could just get job, but I did decide that Im going back to school, just have to get signed up for grants and student loans. Im gonna finish was I started so many years ago and get a degree in Business Administration.

New year 2012-3

RoxyIce — Mon, 20 Feb 2012 19:07:44 +0000

Well been very busy looking for work still. My personal life is so absolutely crazy and awesome right now. Been going out and seeing several men right now just enjoying this single life…Wow never thought it would be so great and fabulous. Met a few that there was no connection and we are just friends, but a couple thats still sticking around. One in particular right now and he is so good to me its unreal, he brings me so many laughs and smiles. He also appreciates me and treats me with respect and with a caring heart. He for sure brings me good luck, I never win anything but I won Mardi Gras Queen saturday night at my local hang out. I even got a real crown not a little toy, I was already feeling so amazing before getting that win but it sure was the icing on the cake…Still working out and trying to loose some more weight to add to the already great weight loss success so far. God had truly blessed me in my life and especially recently. Well not to much else going on but Cody is madly in love with his girlfriend Tressa and I can say that I love her too, she really is so wonderful and caring and seems to love him very much. So until next time!!!