2012-5

Well I finally got a job and have orientation this week, I cant wait…Been so busy with life lately. Ive got me a new man and he is 8 years younger and Im loving it. He makes me feel so awesome and great about myself and gives me the boost to my confidence that I need. Im still a work in progress but I sure know who I am and what I want in my life for the first time in a long time. I so let myself disappear and dwindle down to a nobody or nothing and I did it to myself for sure. I will never again let myself get so low and depressed. I have been off meds now for 1 1/2 years and Im doing great. I pray each and everyday for God’s guidance and love which is and always there even when I didn’t use it or listen to it. My life is coming full circle in so many ways. I still miss my family that is gone now and especially my sister Cynthia but she is with me each and everyday, and I have the blessing of being a part of her children’s lives and I love that. My son is still and always be my biggest accomplishment in life and he always makes me a part of his…I was truly blessed with the most amazing kid and I tell everyone that he is…God did grant me the chance to be married even though not always a good one but made me who I am and I have no regrets. I love and will always love my ex-husband and always wish him happiness, he was and is my always and forever but now just a friend that I grew with not a partner. May his life become as wonderful and beautiful as mine is…that’s it catch up again and LOVING MY LIFE!!!!!