Posted by RoxyIce on May 22nd, 2008 in All | 0 comments
Yesterday I joined the gym and today was my first day. Cody and I went around and looked at all the equipment and used a few things. Then we meet with a personal trainer, I picked him out after observing him with several different people. Rich seamed approachable and was willing to answer a couple of questions. That lead us into choosing him as out trainer. Things are looking better and today was a good day. (I’m physced) Cody and I have decided that since we have no health insurance and both require meds for depression and anxiety. That we would take the health approach, after all 22 yrs ago...
Posted by RoxyIce on May 20th, 2008 in All | 0 comments
Today I had my first meltdown in the grocery store. I had a panic attack about the cost of food, and had to leave. I’m always worried about money but this was a first. I’m so sick of being weird. Nothing used to bother me and now everything does. I’m disgusted with myself over how I have let myself go and look and feel like crap. I have been drinking alot again and that doesnt help and i know that b/c I have been married to an alcoholic for 22 years. well anyway, I have got to find the inner me and get my shit together. I’m headed for a huge freakout if i don’t. I have...
Posted by RoxyIce on May 8th, 2008 in All | 0 comments
Okay so I will give this a whirl, after all I’m 41 years old and I’m from the old school use of computers. And I never could have imagined that things would be so far advanced today.I have been using computers since high school in some capacity or another. But it seems I have so much more to learn. After working in a school system for 10 years, I took an outside job with a local contractor to do secretarial work. Which is what I have always been doing since high school. But anyhoo! I love life and I wouldn’t change anything that I have done in my life because it has made me who I am....
